I'm neither for nor against apathy

At times, I almost dream.
I, too, have spent a life the sages' way and tread once more familiar paths. Perchance I perished in an arrogant self-reliance an age ago... and in that act, a prayer for one more chance went up so earnest, so... instinct with better light let in by death that life was blotted out not so completely... but scattered wrecks enough of it to remain dim memories... as now... when seems once more... the goal in sight again.

"The enigma is, Why do we live so hard and try to have so much when our reward is a lonely death and a bitter end...Some say its a new beginning, WTH would I wanna go through all that crap again?!"

Once again I've forgotten to post here, not surprising as such. Not really had anything happening in my life. Atleast not anything worth mentioning for the last week or so. Got my new tattoo made today, it's a tad angry at me, but I'm sure we'll come to a mutual understanding once it heals. I'm not quite sure what to think of it. The head part looks very nice, the rest of it, I dunno, it's ok, I guess. I would not even be thinking this if it weren't my own drawing, but as it is, I wonder and toss my thoughts about. Hm. Now there's Jaws on TV though, seen it a million times, but once more aint going to hurt.

Been spending time offline, well almost, for the last weekend. My leg's been incredibly sore since friday, visited a doc in the morning and she told me not to walk much and give it rest. So me and a friend travelled to the themepark at S�rk�nniemi. A nice time, sunny day, probably burned myself. Tampere didn't really want to let us go though. No trains, walked to the bus station and likely missed the bus by two minutes or so, next one would have left... sometime during the night. So back to train station, buy tickets to the train, that was a bus, to get into Turku again. Then hop in to a cab. I think the cab was the smoothest of rides we were on today. Or well, that one boat ride through the little oasis in the middle of the themepark can compete with it. Anyway, woke up early, left fairly early, walked around for... all day. Rather very tired. The pic is from our way back home. Think the rides were rough enough?