Friday, July 15, 2005
First time for everything, huh?
Why is it that I always surround myself with the most depressing things when I'm already feeling down anyway? Right now I'm feeling rather miserable and mentally exhausted so I listening to Pink Floyd in order to... who knows.
Had a great time yesterday, met new people and generally acted social for once in my vacation. Don't know how it makes me so tired though. Every time I meet new people or have to spent more time around others I get worn down and all my mental walls collapse. Right now I feel so bad I could simply curl up with my blanket and whimper. And it's all because I had a nice time yesterday?
I'm tired and when I'm tired I think too much. Wish I had someone I could feel safe with, "cozy and warm" as Pink sings it. It'd not make my life much more meaningful to me, but I'd have someone to share it with...
Sharing my life with me is getting tedious...
Had a great time yesterday, met new people and generally acted social for once in my vacation. Don't know how it makes me so tired though. Every time I meet new people or have to spent more time around others I get worn down and all my mental walls collapse. Right now I feel so bad I could simply curl up with my blanket and whimper. And it's all because I had a nice time yesterday?
I'm tired and when I'm tired I think too much. Wish I had someone I could feel safe with, "cozy and warm" as Pink sings it. It'd not make my life much more meaningful to me, but I'd have someone to share it with...
Sharing my life with me is getting tedious...
# posted by dragonrat @ 1:36 AM 
