I'm neither for nor against apathy

And I'm feeling rather like throwing a temper tantrum. Slept well, yet extremely tired, just want to curl up with my blanket and be. Not that there's much else to do here anway. The pollum's getting to me, can ahrdly open my eyes in the mornings, eyes itch constantly and my nose leaks. At the moment I'm feeling like there'd be a lot of better ways to spend one's last week of summer vacation. Have done sports here, seen people. Isn't that enough? Mayhaps I should have just visited them over the weekend and then escaped for the comfort of my own apartment. Not enjoying myself now. Will have to put on some comforting music and just go back to bed again...
Wish I weren't here.