I'm neither for nor against apathy

I woke up to a phonecall from a friend of mine saying that he's behind the door and wondering if I'd appreciate some company. Got up, let him in and pretty muchly ended up sleeping cuddled up to him while he babbled about everything and nothing. Said he came over since of the message I sent last night, being tired and unable to sleep. Whatever reason he did show up it was rather nice of him, appreciate such little moments of calm, even though they're also painful, since such occations come rarely.
Rest of the day I've gone around in zombie mode, half asleep, half awake. Been playing on my computer, getting upset as tired and so forth. Not a bad day, despite some bad spells during it I've now managed to put my mind on neutral, no angst, just tired and pretty muchly not caring that much on things. Almost positive in a slightly twisted way.
Tomorrow it's time to clean the place and travel home for a week. This is supposed to be a vacation, yet I'm to go meet people I've been avoiding and relatives I've been avoiding who'll question me on whom I'm dating and "omigosh" why aren't I dating. This'll be fun. Yay.
Now for some sleep. Plenty of sleep while listening to the drunken people fight outside my window.