Monday, August 15, 2005
First day at work today after a while, wasn't very easy, had a few moments when I really had to fight to pull myself to gether again, but I managed to weld well for what I did and I suppose that's the important thing.
Not quite sure what to do with my life, want to get myself sorted out before I apply for schools again, but then again I don't seem to manage it at work, somehow just gathering way too much stress. Perhaps I try too hard. Others dont seem to care what they do, just pretend to be busy. Should learn to give me a break as well, I guess. Not something that comes natural to me.
I'm tired and lonely. Nothing changes even though I battle for it. I dunno.
Not quite sure what to do with my life, want to get myself sorted out before I apply for schools again, but then again I don't seem to manage it at work, somehow just gathering way too much stress. Perhaps I try too hard. Others dont seem to care what they do, just pretend to be busy. Should learn to give me a break as well, I guess. Not something that comes natural to me.
I'm tired and lonely. Nothing changes even though I battle for it. I dunno.
# posted by dragonrat @ 9:40 PM 
