I'm neither for nor against apathy

"..I've always wanted a pegleg.. I've given this a lot of thought. If you have a pegleg or hooks for hands you know maybe it's enough to simply carry on living, bravely facing life with your disabilities. It's heroic just to survive. But without these things you're actually expected to make something of your life, achieve something, earn a raise, wear a necktie. So if anything I'm the antithesis of Ahab, because if I did have a pegleg I'd quite possibly be more happy and more content.."

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Just as I thought it might be ok, planned to work hard and good till the next vacation I crash and the doc gives me a week's sick leave at the least. I hate myself. Can't understand why I can't cope with life. I do try... Why doesn't it seem to matter that I make an efford for real? I'm so lonely and tired...

# posted by dragonrat @ 3:03 PM

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