I'm neither for nor against apathy

So a fairly nice and busy day for me, despite how it seemed in the morning. Managed to arrange a meeting for tomorrow with a old boyfriend, will spend atleast a night at his place _and_ meet other people I know from the city at the same. Something to look forward to and be slightly afraid of. I wonder why I should be nervous of meeting people whom I've known for quite a while, one that I dated for two years or so. They know me already, yet I stress on the meeting and having to actually interact in this real life of ours. And aside of actually arranging (=forcing him to) that meeting I visited work, got sick leave explained to boss and had a visitor here whom worked as my comfy pillow for a while and bought me icecream, which is a plus always. And we won in BG in WoW, not that anyone cares, but it was great never the less.
Feeling almost positive for once.