Sunday, August 21, 2005
Spent last night getting drunk and upset. Now done heavy thinking as not gotten much sleep. Was rather unpolite to a very important person at night and likely caused some trouble for him again. I care for him and I can't understand why I make him go through so much shit each time I get down. Can't see why I should hurt a loved friend, so I've decided to stop contact with him, even though it's a very painful decision to me, I just can't bear the thought of constantly hurting someone due to my depression. It just isn't a good enough reason.
# posted by dragonrat @ 10:15 AM 
