I'm neither for nor against apathy

Another visit with the shrink. Some more sick leave and finally different drugs since the previous ones haven't done shit in the last four months I've been eating them. Now I've plenty of time on my hands, been rollerblading lots and playing WoW and yearning for human contact that I can't seem to get. Asking my real life friends if they could come over, that I'd really need them to come over and no one can. I suppose they're still my friends though, they've work and other duties and who'd want to be around me anyway when I'm breaking down?
Atleast I'll stay in shape with all this free time and sporting...