I'm neither for nor against apathy

"..I've always wanted a pegleg.. I've given this a lot of thought. If you have a pegleg or hooks for hands you know maybe it's enough to simply carry on living, bravely facing life with your disabilities. It's heroic just to survive. But without these things you're actually expected to make something of your life, achieve something, earn a raise, wear a necktie. So if anything I'm the antithesis of Ahab, because if I did have a pegleg I'd quite possibly be more happy and more content.."

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

I want to find someone, with whom I'd feel safe. I want to be held, want to be loved. I'm so tired and lonely. Life's sorting out somewhat again, on the outside, inside I'm breaking apart. I want to feel safe...

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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Today I found out that I'm in serious financial trouble due to being on sick leave due to being depressed.
Today I started drinking around midday and planning to drink till the side of me that wants to hold on to life shuts the fuck up.
Will see how it goes.

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

My coffee machine broke, I can't even afford my meds and now I have to worry about withdrawal symptoms from coffee. Pissed off.

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