Wednesday, October 26, 2005
I want to find someone, with whom I'd feel safe. I want to be held, want to be loved. I'm so tired and lonely. Life's sorting out somewhat again, on the outside, inside I'm breaking apart. I want to feel safe...
"..I've always wanted a pegleg.. I've given this a lot of thought. If you have a pegleg or hooks for hands you know maybe it's enough to simply carry on living, bravely facing life with your disabilities. It's heroic just to survive. But without these things you're actually expected to make something of your life, achieve something, earn a raise, wear a necktie. So if anything I'm the antithesis of Ahab, because if I did have a pegleg I'd quite possibly be more happy and more content.."