I'm neither for nor against apathy

First of all I need to say that I've definedly gotten used to the work routines again. At work I always toss my glasses to my helmet when we have a break. Came home just now and tossed my glasses in to my helmet (yes, I wear a helmet when cycling). Routines catch on quickly.
Today was not all that special. Welding went fine and there was good food to eat. Spent some time pondering on the fact what it's like to work at a shipyard. You don't care of your clothes get messy, a little burn is just a little burn, no need to go overboard with it, if you happen to tear your work clothes you can just throw them in the trash bin or to the one they have for clothes that need washing and someone else will take care of it. Lots of dirt and dust and babbling.
I seem to be missing "stepdaddy". He's at work, but as I weld and am real bad at having breaks I end up not talking with him except maybe in the mornings. I wish he'd visit me tomorrow. Even though work has gone good all in all I need a comforting shoulder to lean on. Things still leave me rather tired.
So far so good with work. Seems that my meds might finally be of the right type. Thumbs up.