Thursday, March 02, 2006
Today I've done quite a lot of sports with my bokken for one day, visited stores and cleaned my apt. My mind is running, trying to chase it's tail as far as I can make out. I'm trying to think of next week, but other stuff keep showing up. More practice. A nap. A visitor. Bf here for next weekend? Could I go get wasted at my ex's place? How the fuck will I survive work? I dunno anything. So I take sedatives and pass out in an hour or so. Making myself addicted to them as I try to keep myself calmn and from cutting myself. Sweet, sweet life. I want a pegleg.
# posted by dragonrat @ 2:35 PM 
