Sunday, April 16, 2006
Rather disapointed with boyfriend not showing up. Nothing to do and I'm tired. Spent thursday off work as just couldn't move at all. Slept most of the day. Now I'm not physically tired as such, but I got meds to make me sleep through today and tomorrow. Should survive even if it's abusing the meds. Been waiting for him two weeks and miss him. Can't help it. Really miss him.
Well, after posting that thing I took meds and slept for a few hours, ate something and decided to go for a walk after Savu threw up on my blankie. Managed to walk for 1.5h, Rammstein really helps one keep up speed and it did stop me from thinking too much atleast. Hoping that tomorrow I'll go cycle and try to find my new apt and a better direction to workplace from it.
Now more sedatives to kill angst and get some sleep.
Well, after posting that thing I took meds and slept for a few hours, ate something and decided to go for a walk after Savu threw up on my blankie. Managed to walk for 1.5h, Rammstein really helps one keep up speed and it did stop me from thinking too much atleast. Hoping that tomorrow I'll go cycle and try to find my new apt and a better direction to workplace from it.
Now more sedatives to kill angst and get some sleep.
# posted by dragonrat @ 1:01 PM 
