Sunday, June 11, 2006
I'm tired. Tired and feeling like there'd be an intruder on my territory due to that childhood "friend" being here. Luckily she didn't go out to drink this evening and did not show up at night, but instead slept elsewhere.
Also I miss my boyfriend. Wishin I could spend more time with him, but due to financial problems he can't visit and nor can I. I wish I knew what the future holds. On everything. Worried about my own financial future and worried as I'm not worried enough. My mind's mostly empty though I should be trying and fighting to set thigns ok. I just can't be buggered to. I'm tired. I dunno if there's much more to say.
Also I miss my boyfriend. Wishin I could spend more time with him, but due to financial problems he can't visit and nor can I. I wish I knew what the future holds. On everything. Worried about my own financial future and worried as I'm not worried enough. My mind's mostly empty though I should be trying and fighting to set thigns ok. I just can't be buggered to. I'm tired. I dunno if there's much more to say.