I'm neither for nor against apathy

So, this morning I got up bright and early. Surprisingly not as tired as I expected to be. Took the bus downtown and met with my shrink. Chatted with her about returning to work and so forth. Mostly just smalltalk kind till I took up the subject of my medication. It has not worked at my previous attempts of returning to work. It has not really made a huge difference in my life. I don't clean my apartment, I don't eat. I take care of my cats and that's it. Got her to change one med for me, so feeling maybe a little more hopeful now. Will have to wait and see how it works, probably a month or two before it really starts taking effect. In the meanwhile I'll be trying to rest, keep myself in a shape for work, even if my life at home goes down the drain, which it's already trying, so I'll not lose a thing. Oh well.
"My work here is done, have a nice day"