Sunday, September 03, 2006
I woke up around nine, guest left now. Thinking of tomorrow, just frightened and wondering if I'll make it. These are bad thoughts of course, they don't much motivate me, but... I can't help the feeling of fear. Now I can relax as she left and really focus on my feelings. First time of relaxing this weekend. I don't know if this whole life is worth all of this. Lonely.
# posted by dragonrat @ 12:50 PM 
