Sunday, October 15, 2006
I think I'm starting to hate the internet. It makes me so lonely. There are people here that I can speak with, but I'm still stuck alone in front of the monitor. It's not life, it's not really like I'm truly airing my feelings. I'm alone here and the thoughts keep on running about my mind. I type them here and to others, but it doesn't help one bit. I'd like a life, a real one, I miss Riku, I wish I'd be social. It'd help if I actually be social instead of being the silent person I am. I guess the one thing good about teh great interweb is that it's easier to shop. That's about it. I've wasted 10 years of my life in this. How sad is that?