Friday, October 13, 2006
Ok. So I suppose I can atleast keep this updating somewhat weekly, though I do meant to do this daily, yet, meh, that's how it goes, I guess.
This morning I woke up to the alarm, next I woke up with my phone on my face as Daddy sent a sms, then I woke up to another sms while I was sleeping at the table and in the bus I got woken up by this man that's been sitting next to me as I've gone to work this week. He poked me in the ribs to wake me and told me that I'm getting off the bus there. Kind of him.
At work, there was absolutely nothing to do and it was freezing. I visited the work hospital to take some notes from doc that I've been there instead of just being away yaddayadda. Ulla, the nurse that I'm always in contact with, told me that I should prove that I can stay the whole week at work by staying there, stading and freezing for 8½h. How am I showing that I'm keen of work by standing and doing nothing for the whole day? Asked my boss for possible work he could provide, there was none, he suggested cleaning, but I'm not going to clean the place while others just stand there, I'm not the cleaning lady, done it too many times. After that decision I asked my boss if I can take a day off from that reserve that one gets in a year and it was ok by him as there was nothing to do.
At home I slept, actually ate and slept some more. My real father is visiting me here now, he's been very tired and just been watching TV with him mostly, though did go and buy us some pizza. I've been manic all day long or rather not me, but my body. My mind's tired. I've also been trying to hide the horrid restlesness from father, for who knows what reason. So I've been sitting down, walking to the computer to answer in IRC, making or drinking coffee, sitting in the livingroom wit him and repeating this same cycle in different order for the whole fucking day, yet my body doesn't calm down.
Oh, I did do something else as well, the new climbing thingie Daddy made for the cats is very nice and useful, I was teasing Savu as he was on it, got him to play and all, was cute and was a way to keep my restlesness in check, somewhat. So both me and the cat got something out of it.
Now father's gone to bed and I think I should too, soon will anyway due to meds. Tomorrow we'll go shopping for a trunk that'd work as my livingroom table. I'm not all that keen on tomorrow, not keen on father being here... Should also decide if I'm going to go for sauna tomorrow or not. I would like to, but they have a visitor over and strangers might bite as far as I'm concerned. Anyway. Sleepy sleep and hope that my body begins to believe the orders I give it.
Meh, I say.
This morning I woke up to the alarm, next I woke up with my phone on my face as Daddy sent a sms, then I woke up to another sms while I was sleeping at the table and in the bus I got woken up by this man that's been sitting next to me as I've gone to work this week. He poked me in the ribs to wake me and told me that I'm getting off the bus there. Kind of him.
At work, there was absolutely nothing to do and it was freezing. I visited the work hospital to take some notes from doc that I've been there instead of just being away yaddayadda. Ulla, the nurse that I'm always in contact with, told me that I should prove that I can stay the whole week at work by staying there, stading and freezing for 8½h. How am I showing that I'm keen of work by standing and doing nothing for the whole day? Asked my boss for possible work he could provide, there was none, he suggested cleaning, but I'm not going to clean the place while others just stand there, I'm not the cleaning lady, done it too many times. After that decision I asked my boss if I can take a day off from that reserve that one gets in a year and it was ok by him as there was nothing to do.
At home I slept, actually ate and slept some more. My real father is visiting me here now, he's been very tired and just been watching TV with him mostly, though did go and buy us some pizza. I've been manic all day long or rather not me, but my body. My mind's tired. I've also been trying to hide the horrid restlesness from father, for who knows what reason. So I've been sitting down, walking to the computer to answer in IRC, making or drinking coffee, sitting in the livingroom wit him and repeating this same cycle in different order for the whole fucking day, yet my body doesn't calm down.
Oh, I did do something else as well, the new climbing thingie Daddy made for the cats is very nice and useful, I was teasing Savu as he was on it, got him to play and all, was cute and was a way to keep my restlesness in check, somewhat. So both me and the cat got something out of it.
Now father's gone to bed and I think I should too, soon will anyway due to meds. Tomorrow we'll go shopping for a trunk that'd work as my livingroom table. I'm not all that keen on tomorrow, not keen on father being here... Should also decide if I'm going to go for sauna tomorrow or not. I would like to, but they have a visitor over and strangers might bite as far as I'm concerned. Anyway. Sleepy sleep and hope that my body begins to believe the orders I give it.
Meh, I say.
# posted by dragonrat @ 10:53 PM 
