I'm neither for nor against apathy

I had a rather high fever yesterday and spent the day off work. Today we'd have our "christmas party" with co-workers and I'm trying to decide if to go or not. I know I'm still somewhat sick, the fever can't go down all that fast, but I also really want to go there, as I've not got that much of a social life and I really enjoy the company of these people. Trying to decide. Gotta call Heikki once I've decided, as he's promised a ride for me since his kid takes him there by car and I live close to him.
I have spent a weekend drinking while I've been sick. Cheap buzz when one cider takes me down. Now I really don't know what to do. Being social would be important. Really sucks.