Sunday, January 07, 2007
I feel stupid writing this down. I feel stupid thinking about this. Just listening to some songs now and what I feel is.. I really want Riku back. It's stupid, but I miss him so badly.
"..I've always wanted a pegleg.. I've given this a lot of thought. If you have a pegleg or hooks for hands you know maybe it's enough to simply carry on living, bravely facing life with your disabilities. It's heroic just to survive. But without these things you're actually expected to make something of your life, achieve something, earn a raise, wear a necktie. So if anything I'm the antithesis of Ahab, because if I did have a pegleg I'd quite possibly be more happy and more content.."