I'm neither for nor against apathy

Well, Friday was a very bad day for me, was extremely tired, trembling and all the real symptoms of nice angst attack. Had friend visiting me with a Wii along. Was quite fun playing with it, a new and different kind of a machine. Refreshing. Today I walked the friend about the city for her to take some pictures from random locations she might find interesting.
Back home now, my leg has been in pain for two days now. Was hoping that walking will get the bloodflow going and refresh it, but it did not. If still sore by tomorrow, I'll have to visit the hospital. Again. I seem to be running there often lately.
Now is time for me to relax and find out just how hard it's been to spend time with someone. Stepdaddy did have a revelation of something that I should have figured out myself. I have trouble when spending time with people, having to focus on them and all, also have trouble at work when I have to focus on one thing only. I don't seem to have that long of a attention span. I can focus fine for a while, yet after a while I have to start forcing myself to focus and it's really not all that surprising that I get mentally exhausted with such a workout.
Over and out.